That’s what I’m telling myself.
What my brain is saying is:
Shit, tomorrow is Monday. I don’t want to go to work. I hate work. If I didn’t need the money, I would never go back there. Don’t MAKE ME GO!!!!!
Really, though, it’s because I’ve decided I suck and there’s no hope or possibility.
Why? Because my past is in my future like I said on the video. Easier to be right then DO something different. Easier to wallow in self-pity and self-righteousness than ask for help and get better. Easier to have a negative attitude than generate something new.
I don’t know. I really don’t. It sucks feeling this way. And, it’s easier in some ways than creating. I don’t know why.
But, since I’ve carried on long enough about how bad I am, I’ve decided to say something new.
Success is easy. Abundance is every where. People are waiting for me to call. They can’t wait for me to call.
Even though my brain is arguing, I know I’d rather attract success than negativity.
So I’m going to keep saying success is easy. Why not? It doesn’t take much.
OK, here is the video where I try to convince myself about this. Look at what I want instead of what I don’t want. SUCCESS! ABUNDANCE!!!
OK, gotta go. I know, that’s a bad picture but I don’t know how to change the thumbnail. So,……..
Have a great night.
Thanks for listening.