I work through a bunch of stuff in this video. Creating freedom while recording. Very powerful and very cool. Enjoy it!!
I had taken on “acceptance” this week. Yesterday I forgot and was NOT ACCEPTING anything.
Then, I realized I could accept “not accepting.” And then I got free.
I also used my “not resisting” technique to distinguish something HUGE. I’ve had a conversation that “no one cares” about me since the age of 2. It has seemed real and I have a bunch of evidence for it.
When I told my friend “curly,” (not his real name), that I didn’t think he cared, he was stupefied. He pointed out all the things that he wouldn’t be doing if he didn’t care.
“Wow,” I said. “I would never have looked at this from your point of view. That gives me a whole ‘nother way more empowering way to look at things. Thank you.” I finally relaxed and the fear was gone.
Then I had a conversation with someone else about my ex husband.
“When I married him, he was an Ivy League educated lawyer,” I said. “Not that that meant anything, but I never would have thought he’d be living at my mother’s house for free 26 years later. I’m embarrassed for him. That my family had to ask him to move out makes me feel a little sick. But, I guess it’s just what he’s doing right now. He’s not upset about it so why should I be?.”
I thought about it a little more.
“I guess if I don’t interact with him like he’s a pathetic loser, I could just accept him exactly how he is, without the story. He’s doing the best he can. I don’t need to take on other people’s opinions, or judgments as if they are the truth. I can just interact with him human to human.”
I continued. “I guess I can do the same thing with my mom. She is doing the best she can. She is happy. I can be sad when I’m sad, but let go of the story about it. Let go of that it shouldn’t be this way. ACCEPT IT.”
What a novel concept. Accept what’s so!!!!
Another thing: I am going to do the 21 day abundance meditation again. I will do it with my daughter and at least one friend starting Saturday. If anyone wants to do it, let me know. I just finished it and money was flowing in. It’s quite incredible. I want the money stream to keep coming!!!!
OK, gotta go call my mom. Have a great night.
Thanks for listening.