You’ll have to watch to find out about my beach party. It was really amazing. That’s all I’ll say.
I’m still waiting for my hair coloring kit to arrive in the mail. I’m a little worried about really using it since I’ve never colored my own hair, but oh well. It will be an adventure.
Hope you are all staying healthy and having fun. I am still 93% good and 7% wondering what the hell is happening to our lives. I have moments of real despair. But at least they are fleeting.
Since I’m mostly good, I’m trying to enjoy these peaceful days. When the dread of what is to come hits, I try to just BE HERE NOW in the present. I am getting quicker at snapping out of the anxiety of not wanting to go back to the way it was with the stress, quotas, and pressure. I don’t ALWAYS catch it fast, but I’m getting better.
When I can just remember that that is my feared for future and not happening now, I can relax and enjoy living on the beach and not having to be anywhere now.
Today I missed being near REAL people for a couple of minutes, but as soon as my beach party started, I forgot all about it. (You have to watch the video to find out about that!)
Have a great night and stay healthy.
Thanks for listening.