OK, trusting the universe is not my thing.
I’m a get it done, make it happen, push things through kind of person.
I had hired a couple of different companies because I wanted to monetize what I am doing so I can eventually retire from my sales job. At 60, the thought of going door to door for another 5 years, exhausts me. In reality it can be fun, but the THOUGHT of it makes me tired.
I am looking for ways to make money AND have fun doing it. I had thought I had the right path to MAKE THIS HAPPEN FAST!!!!
After a couple of freaked out weeks trying to work with these people, I decided this was not what I was looking for. I was DEFINITELY NOT “in the flow.” I was frustrated, exasperated, stressed, annoyed, and STILL did not know what I was doing even though I was paying people a lot of money. I can be exasperated for free thank you very much!!
I finally remembered, though, that the whole point of doing something new is to be able experience more freedom and peace.
I’ve had the obvious for the past 3 weeks – stress, freak out and nights spent worrying if I was making a mistake – instead of sleeping.
Tonight I have peace back. Hallelujah. I can breathe again.
So, while I should be in bed since I have to get up at 4:45 AM tomorrow, I decided to get back in communication with ya’all. I have passed through the walls of resignation, discomfort, not knowing, and needing to be validated.
Watch the video if that makes no sense.
Plus I’ve gotten feedback on my book. They like the writing. It flows!!! See, there’s that validation I love. Well, why not? I’m out of my little comfortable house so hearing positive feedback feels great. (Again, watch the video).
Gotta go to bed so I can wake up again tomorrow!! (God Willing)
Have a great night. Glad to be back in communication.