Second Date of the Day

I recorded another video today after my first date. I didn’t do a blog because I didn’t have time. This is my second video of the day.

This second date was “very nice.” I was thinking of another New York widow that I would love to fix him up with. He reminded me of Barry Manilow who I love. I just probably wouldn’t want to date Barry. I think he’s gay, isn’t he?

I’m finally getting who I am. And, I want to be KNOWN as that by a guy. And respected. And treated as a second human. I don’t want to be just the listening human. I want a TWO WAY conversation. Is that too much to ask?

If it is, I’m happy to remain single. Seriously.

I can do what I want when I want. I don’t have to pretend to be pleasant. I’m very good at that but it sucks for me.

I’m tired of weirdos. I’m tired of being polite. I’m tired of pretending I’m nice.

I’m just tired.

OK, I’m on my third beer. I think I better stop now.

Have a great sleep.

Thanks for listening.