Definitely the most out of control, but also the most fun.
TOPIC 1: I actually fixed my computer.
First the video wouldn’t work. I got it working and there was no sound.
But I did it. I asked it for help and ACTUALLY followed the instructions. It took a while, but I’m very proud that I didn’t just give up.
TOPIC 2: I’m seeing how I am run by trying to keep people happy. And I don’t know them. It’s fucking nuts. I put pressure on myself which makes me anxious, mad, frustrated and mean. Not a good combo.
But, now that I see it, I can DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. That’s good to see.
TOPIC 3: I’ve calmed down about the book. I made a new to do list for myself. Some of the tasks like the cover and formatting I am going to get help with. They are beyond me.
I have to re read and put back all the names I changed in my mad, reactivated state last week. I will do that when I am calmer.
OK, getting on a call in 6 minutes. Gotta go.
Thanks for listening.