Well, I got some weird stuff out on this one.
I can’t believe how afraid I am to speak up to these on line dating men.
What the hell am I afraid of?
They don’t like me?
They don’t respond?
Or that I’m just a nasty, picky, high maintenance bitch who can never be pleased.
Is what they are doing normal and it’s me who’s weird?
Or do I just attract the weirdos?
I also get embarrassed for them in case they are sincere. I just can’t tell.
I don’t want to admit that I can’t keep them straight. Also, I don’t know if I like them. How can you tell on a text?
I’m also being a people pleaser and trying to get them to like me even though some are boring me and definitely text too many paragraphs.
It’s just such a freaking weird set up. Talking to people you don’t know.
Who are the players? Who are the sincere?
Are their pictures 1000 years old?
I have no idea about any of it.
Whatever…….Time to go out.
I’m just not loving feeling so nervous all the time.
Oh, I’m trying to get it right, aren’t I? I think that’s it. Well, there is no right. So I can relax. Breathe. Breathe. Breathe.
Thanks for listening.