Sometimes I have a hard time making decisions.
I think I need to keep everyone happy.
If there’s something I want to do that I think will:
- upset someone
- make me feel like a “bad girl”
- have me have to justify my actions
- have me have to defend my actions
- inconvenience someone
I torture myself with the decision.
Here’s my latest:
For 2 hours on Saturday I have a conflict. I am supposed to be in two courses at the same time.
I can make up the two hours for both in different ways: one I can make up by watching a recording and the other I can make up at another live weekend.
I am choosing to go to the first one instead of having to watch a recording. I will make up the two hours of the second one during another live weekend.
I don’t like to listen to recordings. I like to be in live courses where I can share and speak. This way I can be in two live courses instead of one live and one recording.
So that’s what I am going to do. Because I can make my life work the way I want it to.
Thank you. I was torn and having trouble sorting out WHY I chose that one and vacillating for 5 days over which way to do it.
I am just going to CHOOSE and stick with my decision.
And, I’m not a bad girl, getting anyone upset, having to defend or justify my actions, or inconveniencing anyone. Phew!
Thanks for listening.